Umm..Bartender I'll have several shots of tequila!!!

Living with PMDD is a hell I can't begin to describe. I'm in the throes of it as of a week ago. God please fix me!! Only a handful of people have known that I've been trying to function with this shit since being diagnosed with it in 1996. I have dealt with it most of these years without the blue little pills my doctor prescribed to me. Hell is an understatement. I HATE it....I Hate what I experience two weeks out of the month like clock work. I hate what I feel.......I hate everything about it. I hate experiencing this hell. My mood swings are so severe I sometimes don't know what I'm feeling by the minute. All the while doctors/people debate about whether or not it's a real disease!! Yeah....ask my husband and kids if it's real. Better yet ask the 8% of women and their families who suffer and have to deal with it.